Yayyyyyyyy, the holidays are over. Not really, I pretty much hate that and how the whole concept of time works, but whatever! I could bitch about that and other things, I’m sure…but what sense does that really make when you can’t change things! CRAPPENS…(it’s a Llizz thing)! So, yeah…all the anticipation of Thanksgiving, Isaac & Isaiah’s 1st Birthday, Christmas Eve, Christmas, New Year’s Eve, New Year’s Day, and my Birthday was super kickass in comparison to the actual events, but I really am so grateful that everything went swimmingly and it’s done! Now if only we can all get through this viral/bacterial/upper respiratory issue, I think the stress levels and homelife will hopefully get back to normal (whatever the hell that word really means!!!)
I’d like to give props to all of my friends and family that helped out and celebrated these joyous times with us, but mostly Brenda, John, & my Mom!!! Being a (sorta) new mother to twins is pretty challenging and exhausting mentally, physically, emotionally, and spritually. It’s definitely something I’ll continue to grow through and remember to appreciate more and more with time! However, if it weren’t for Brenda & John being around here in shifts to help me maintain what little energy and sanity I have left, well…there really are no words!!! Ummm, yeah, (I did think about it for a really long time, ha ha!!!) just no way to describe it! But knowing just how happy and gorgeous inside and out those 2 boys are, that’s plenty of reward that has become my privilege to share with my 2 helpers (ha ha)! Then there’s my Mom (Ga Ga) who helped so much during their 1st birthday party…she cooked a lot of food and ran around like a chicken with her head chopped off. Brenda did all of the decorating. John did all of the running around and helped with the preparations…so without their help, it would have been all too stressful for me to handle…they’ll never know how much I really appreciated and will always continue to appreciate their love and support!
Yeah, ok, done being sentimental…or am I? Hmmm, no promises! So…I really don’t know what to blog about!!! Should I blog about the holidays? Should I blog about my babies being sick for the past 12 days? Should I blog about the bastard tooth I cracked today on a weiner hot dog??? Should I talk about stress management or my need for therapy? Should I blog about all the annoying things that John does to get under my skin? Should I blog about nice things the some people might find a bit too boring? Should I blog about the badass presents we all got for birthdays and Christmas??? Somehow when I started this, I felt like blogging and now…I JUST DON’T! Either I have too much to say and not enough time or I can’t find anything to say and then I waste too much of that precious time thinking with NOTHING being the end result. HENCE, THIS DAMN BLOG!!!
No one ever comments anyhow, so I mostly feel like I’m blogging to myself…IT’S ALRIGHT PEOPLE! I don’t mind talking to myself, I do it all day long in my little world! That and it’s kinda nice getting stupid random thoughts out of my head…it’s so friggin’ cluttered up there, ya know?
Ok, I’m blogged out…tired and stressed from the holidays and ailments…so I guess blogging will have to wait until I feel like talking and actually have something to say. But AGAIN…THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT MADE THIS A GREAT HOLIDAY SEASON AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I pray everyone has the safest, happiest, great 2008!!! Peace & Love!!!
Okay first of all you are so very very welcome although there is no reason to thank me. You should know more than anyone that there is no place i would have been besides there helping you out and celebrating all of those wonderful days with you all… I love all of you guys an you mean the world to me… dont ever be afraid to ask hell all i can say is no… lol…good writings again girl… later